Don't You Forget About Me
May 2012
- Story of my life: I don't know what to wear because I look ugly in everything
When you're asking your parents if your friend can sleep over
I want you here tonight.
I just want you to slide into bed next to me, kiss my neck and then cuddle until we fall asleep.
I’m tired of distance and I’m fucking sick of not being able to even talk to you when I want to.
For fucks sake, I just want time with my fucking boyfriend.
I feel like we’re slipping. Slowly slipping.
Maybe I’m just paranoid and you don’t even realize I might feel this way because you’re so busy right now, or maybe we are slipping.
I wish I knew one way or the other.
I need my boyfriend to stop being so far.
I can’t wait for the morning when I get to wake you up with kisses.
You are infuriating.
But I miss you so much, please stop being busy, drop everything and pay attention to me.
I want to say that but I don’t want to be greedy and selfish. I want your time, but I know you’re busy.
I’m sad. I feel empty. I miss you. Come here please.
distance.: I want you here. I just fucking want you here. It hurts too damn much... →
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I want you here. I just fucking want you here. It hurts too damn much to have you so far away.
It fucking kills me to wake up every morning and feel resigned because there’s not a damn thing I can do about our situation. I feel so apathetic towards everything else in my life because my mind…
distance.: Sometimes I wish we had a normal relationship. I wish things were... →
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Sometimes I wish we had a normal relationship. I wish things were normal.
I wish instead of meeting you on some chat site, I met you in person and we would have made small talk, maybe flirted a bit and you would have smiled.
I wish instead of waiting for you to come online I’d be waiting for you…